journey into the white light

<sub>i saw something today
and, i thought it was a sign
well, maybe it was

theres been so many signs
yet, still im trying, to read them all the time
i dont rightly know why

i was climbing a hill
there were cardinals everywhere
to my left, to my right

mother says, its a really good sign
then, i dont ask, but i have to wonder why
it still hurts inside

journey into, into the white light
its true, i knew that i died
so few have made it this high
they say

i had a dream one time
i was on a stage
singing a song God helped me write

everybody was clapping
everyone was happy
almost like they forgot all about the crimes
troubled times
the pain and the lies
that made us cry
and gave us headaches that wont subside
heavy weights that almost tried to crush our minds
yeah, everything was fine

but, then i woke up
my heart was on fire
why is it when i go to sleep
nothings the same at night
not the way it was when im awake
i sighed

i have to feel it
even though it isnt mine
maybe just one more time
maybe today could be the last time
then ill fly

i step into, into a white car
drive to the brightest star
so few have made it this far
they say

journey into, into the white light
past lives are passing me by
please let them know that i tried
so hard</sub>